Tuesday, March 3, 2009

An Innocent's Lament

This poem was written by, uhm, let's say, one of the few special persons in my life. Hmm, she's a great friend though...name's Vanessa Jane. I really, really like this poem 'cause somehow, it captivates the attention of a very lonely heart.

An Innocent’s Lament

By: my heart and soul

Bitter are the hours I stared at a pellucid paper

You bid me now to move the pen

But a heart that is penetrated by anger

He who permeated only can heal;

I held my pen so taut,

In trepidation that my words will left unsaid

No more tears fell, my tumid eyes I soothe

And realized even my heart and soul you writhe

So in melancholic room pent,

I can’t find way out in this lament.

All these throe my heart owns

With haste I throw it beneath the sunny skies

Never thwart the plea of my tortured soul

To burn the feeling and make me whole from lies;

Angel, I’m not but I want to fledge

Like a fleeting wind fly up high

Abode in the highest realm of the ethereal space

At last, ‘could taste the penurious happiness

Blind and deaf to the pejoration of thine

Yes, I cried and it’s only you who could stop my repine.

A flower I am that blooms,

Was lashed by your pretentious hands,

An innocent beauty, I indulged

Never think candle’s flame on me waits

Poltroon you are for remaining silent

You crushed my petals and torn my stem

But I created fragrance; I stand still.

Poignantly touching as it may seem,

Remembering you – I call before my own

The thoughts and pain that with me yet will stay,

Will forever linger in my pen, left unspoken. . . .

Note: [written out of despair after knowing the reality dated August 8, 2008

(Span of time =1:30 – 4:00 am)]